Complaining

I'm depressed, I'm angry, I hate myself!
i feel like killing myself,
i have this big whole in me,..
i feel people want to kill me
things are not turning up as u want to...
i simply wanna be somewhere else then what i am in....
the depressed switch is going on and off and going on more often then off...
i hate this!
its really disturbing
and here is a loud scream from the depth of my lungs "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"

Captain Answer

So here where i'll be Captain Answer CA (picture above) and answer you whatever question comes on your mind feeel free!! (i've done this before)!!

AT last !!

At last this is our nasheeda its called "methel najma"
plzz tell me your opinion!

Vuze

Isn't Vuze great ya3ny i get Almost all movies, t.v shows that i want...
ya3ny why spend your money on something you can get for free for a couple of days...
If you dont know what Vuze is a program that you could search anything that is seeable to your computer...
I download everything and i LOVE it ... but there is one thing that i hate about it .... Not every movie you want is there most are but not ALL....

I'm in Love!

I bet your thinking who is that person that Anoosa is in Love with well im in Love with that guy>>>
saay MashAllah!!!! Yes indeed that is my nephew...
let me tell you the story of his name (which lets saaaaaay his name is Jaber (not his real name))
so my sister WAS married to my cousin that his father (my uncle) is called Jaber so she had a baby from him like 11 yrs ago and her husband named the boy Jaber... ma tewafego together and they divorced...
and now she is married to another man who his father's name is Jaber and this man loves his father so madly and decides to name his son Jaber
and now my sister has two sons with the name Jaber
Jaber senior..... and Jaber junior!!!
they have the same mother but different fathers!!!
hehehe!!
but i love that little kid im sooooo in Love with him he is just 4 days old and yesterday he gave that big soundful laugh>br> he is soooo cute..
i leave you with the another adorable picture.... thats my finger with his adorable hand!!

LOst

I want to say alot
i have my mind swirling with thoughts
my eyes would want to burst with tears
but to scared to go out
to face the facts that is so random in my head
To stand up to what i believe
To let myself return to my old self that once it had been me
to scream
shout
talk
whisper
I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
One thing would save me
and you know what
you know what that thing that would save me
Just one damn thing
that will help me intercourse with myself
why cant you understand?
*tear*
This is life to me in the meantime
and here i say again
there is one thing that would save me
and you know what that thing is

News-flash

This post is all about celeberties....
*News-flash # 1 Kevin Jonas Jr is has proposed to his Girlfriend Danielle Deleasa and she gladely accepted to marry the 21 year old Celebrity quote: From Kevin Sr. and Denise Jonas - Our hearts are filled with joy today and we are happy to share with you that our son Kevin has asked Danielle Deleasa for her hand in marriage. Her answer was yes and it is such a blessing that she will be joining our family. Kevin and Danielle have not yet set a date. Family is very dear to us and we hope we have raised Kevin to be a wonderful man and husband." (they have posted this pic and the words on facebook and some other sites here )

*News-flash # 2 GG (Gossip Girl is adding a new member to their cast which is Hillary Duff which will play the role of a celebrity that came to NYC to settle down and becomes Dan Humphry's Girlfriend. click here for the source
and you'll have more to come.
as some famous show says
XOXO
Gossip Girl